Blogging on this website started as therapy for me. Lately, I’ve been feeling rather exposed… that sounds silly for someone who chose to write these and then post them online. For most of the summer, I wrote things out of pure passion. Good, evil…that’s for you to decide I guess. Using it that way has helped me work through a lot of things, and I can’t believe I made it nine months without having a drink. Yesterday someone told me I was vicious, in an amusing way. Like a shark with a funny hat.
Part of the reason to make my blog ‘followers only” is mostly because I want some transparency. I want followers to tell me who they are. I’m not sure if it’s a privacy thing or more of a “why are you reading my blog?” thing, but it feels necessary. I feel like there is too much darkness surrounding a lot of it now. I have an energy that is susceptible to that, the good thing is that my energy has the ability to manifest really good things too. I need to stay on the light side, the dark side can stay just where it is. I will visit it to recharge my dark humor, but that’s all I can do. I have an issue with my stories being read over and over again for the wrong reasons. I burned myself, learning how to read data as I can now..
And just so we are clear, VPNs don’t really work. For bigger websites that have a large visitor base, they potentially work fine. I only have about 150 people who regularly visit my site. It’s not just the information the network supplies, it’s knowing how to track trends and put two and two together. There is a lot of information and there’s really nothing a visitor can do to change their scrolling habits. Long story short. It’s me, not you.
Here is my transparency, where’s yours?